Had my fight yesterday. I lost in the finals. Fuck. Nevermind, a silver medal is still something. Thanks for all the wishes all this while though i did not met your expectation. Frankly speaking, i felt like breaking down. I won a SMU student(24) in the semi-finals but lost to a national player(18) of my age in the finals. Ironic right? But i would say my fight was no easy feat. qualifying for the final was no easy feat due to his size and physique.
On my final match, i was there at SSF (PERSISI) since 1 and my match was at 8pm. This could be one factor of my lost. Another factor would be, i admit i lost to a national player. The next factor would be lack of fighting training. We were only taught the technique. But we were not taught how to execute it in a friendly match within our centre. Having tactic alone is not sufficient. There need to be some execution so that we roughly know how to dodge in such situation or when the need arises. So yeah, now my fighting has past, i am now focusing on my fighting display. Hopefully this would bring me towards my gold.
And oh, i punched my opponent face purposely cause the sight of his face made me furious. Those face that act big. Giving all kinds of facial expressions just to scare their opponent. Too bad im not. He stoned, i stoned, we both stoned. All i can say was my fight was a slow fight as i told myself previously to play slow. A silver is very good for me after 4 years off the fighting arena. But im still not happy, could have gotten that damn gold if i took the initiative to assault him. hais. Its all over now. 2 years time...
Also yesterday was my centre's unluckiest day. 2 of the athlete injured. One fractured his wrist(bone went in) and the other got assaulted at the spine. Therefore he cant move. Both was brought to the hospital. May god be with them. I hope they are fine now.
p/s photos currently being uploaded in facebook.
changing the course of my life
into something special...